Life is random really

"missing the old,rejecting the new"

It's three in the morning & I'm up. Booking in a few hours time so I guess sleeping is risk I'm not willing to take. So here I am with my eyes wide open,talking to myself I suppose. Question is,how's life? Well for a start, I would like to give a shout out to my brother, Brendan Toh for reaching the semi finals in Sydney. Super proud of this son of a gun. I went last year and got the same results too, hopefully next year,we'll go all the way to the finals. Flair Brothers, we global aye. I've been smoking quite often lately and have always wondered, if humans can die from lung cancers, can insects suffer the same fate? Or are their fatal injuries just based solely on common deaths? Do they too get diseases or conditions like we humans do? Apologies for being random, it's just the other day, I was smoking in the back and a huge spider was creeping beside me. So,instead of killing it, I blew my cigarette puff at it. See, daniel ain't so mean. I give chances when it comes to life & death situations. All in all,this was how the whole insect dying from diseases idea got generated. Nonetheless, I'm still clueless.

four more months to U.S.A
ten more months to O.R.D

word

''sick of all the insincere"

Today is a beautiful day beautiful people. My girlfriends are in town, wanted to get them tickets but it was sold out just five hours after opening. Somehow,fate worked it's magic & I received an email four hours before show presenting me with two complimentary tickets. Oh what would I do without my social network aye. That said, they were totally awesome. Can't seem to count the number of times I melted with every song. I know they've been doing covers mostly but their original song is really something to look out for. I believe it has potential. Trust me, this is not a biased account alright!

all I hear is raindrops

"I know how it feels"

Evening beautiful people!
Been thinking about a lot of things lately,so I guess writing a little will help me release some of the stress aye.
Well...I guess not. Can't seem to,maybe next time.

If you're not living on the edge,than you're just taking too much space

"waging wars to hide from the light"

Sometimes, in fact most of the time we live life not knowing what's in store for us. Yet every human being still chooses to continue living it despite the uncertainty. What does this say about everyone in general aye. Humans are natural risk takers. So,if you're saying you're someone who doesn't take risks,you're dead wrong as you're already taking the biggest risk known to man -life. Apologies for the random intro, it's just that I've been feeling a little afraid lately about my future. As excited as I am to get started on all the different channels, part of me worries. What if they all don't work out?

Sometimes, love comes around or perhaps not at all. I feel everyone in the world should regroup their stereotypical thinking towards the art of interaction. Naturally, a girl would reject a complete stranger,but than again...think about it for a moment. If you're doing that,it means your future partner would only be from you circle of contacts. Aren't the options minimized? Isn't it far more interesting to just open it up. Give every stranger a small peak of window, & it it catches your attention or most importantly your feel,isn't that a bigger love story rather than saying "oh, he's my friend's friend or he's my parent's friend". Just saying aye. 

Sometimes, my mind wanders too much. 
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"missing you isn't the problem,it's wondering if you'll ever come back"

Sunday morning rain ain't falling!
Good morning beautiful people. I've got three minutes to write so this will be a quick one. Past five days has been both exhausting yet exciting for me,thou there were a few disappointing setbacks. Still,final product was good. Can't wait to get to the studio for class today,time for some dancing & tea aye. Lately, been watching a lot of videos,but I really wonder if i'll ever have the time.

& it would be just like you were never gone

"time & time again"


Seriously, they're really testing my patience & loyalty as a long term fan. Every single time filled with disappointment in the most ugliest fashion imaginable aye. Start buying will you, spending a little won't hurt and please, I don't mean buying from the same league. No punt intended for Carroll. Oh well, I'll never walk alone right.

Skies been clearing up for me a little lately. But still, super slow progress. I'm really trying my very best to make everyone happy,but what I need most is understanding & time. The last one,I know I don't have. Sigh. Classes are picking up and the brothers are taking it slow commercially,we're spending more time now in training. Personally feel that's what the local scene needs. Pointless having non stop awesome events but no one has the time to practice. Am passing out real soon too, everyone's making it a big "hu-ha" but I guess I'm just not one of them. The feeling-proud, is hard to come by in my life. Guess have to scope down to childhood experience aye.

When everything's said & done, I know I'm just a ghost haunting myself. Maybe it's time to start afresh. Question is, how?

"sometimes I wish for a remote"

hey there beautiful people,
it's been honestly the best three months of my army life
& I doubt anything else will top this
true enough all good things do come to an end
there goes the singing & s.w sessions
gone with the wind our thursday night happy hours
not forgetting our elite team of soccer players
a bunk that feels & looks like a chalet
lifestyle you would never imagine possible
non stop laughter in lectures rooms & such
& of cos, my buddy

thanks guys <3

"scars"

It's funny how your world gets flipped upside down in an instant
Stress

"by June,you're mine"

Attended a seminar yesterday
Met someone I never knew would be there
We shared a conversation
& now,I'm one step closer to my Ferrari
Oh don't you just love it when things just falls into place
I know I do

Off to the studio now,take care beautiful people

"contented to your existence"

tell me what you want to hear
something that will lighten those ears
am sick of all these insincere

today...never happened